Saturday, June 27, 2009

ok so it's been forever

And yes I lived through the master cleanse. Really in retrospect it is probably one of the best things i've done physically and energetically. I lost 10 pounds, and really felt great. My skin cleared more than it ever had in my life, and I think all over it was really balancing.

Since then, i've adapted to a "raw" food lifestyle. I LOVVEEEE IT. I couldn't not speak enough of this lifestyle. Not that I expect anyone else that hasn't tried it to believe me, but seriously, wheat, soy, dairy, meat, it's all whack! It makes you tired, you eat sugar and you crave more sugar, try the salt, and savory you want something thick and starchy to go right with it. Its all a vicious vicious very very profitable business. Without even trying i'm down to 120 and my stomach is HALF the size that it was. How you ask. Fruits, Vegetables, Nuts. Rewind to the beginning of mankind. We had it all figured out already, we just had to make life difficult.
So that's the first thing going on, if anybody is interested let me know. I'd love to tell you about it. OH and did i mention younger?
Forget the lotion. Drink water. drink more water. Your cells need HYDRATION, not oil and synthetically created masterpieces to rob you of your money, and pollute your pores. Let me tell you it's been a mind trip lately.
Now of course we splurge, and eat some "bad" food once a week or so. And Yes, i enjoy it. But its not worth all that comes with it, so everything in moderation like our wise old sages say.
I realize how much I have on my mind, when I haven't blogged in months.
Oh I got engaged. Hooray. I'm marrying the man of my dreams. I'll have to make a whole post about our DIY style vision. It's gonna be awesome.

On the music front, we have "Moonglow" in the sponsored songs program with Reverb Nation, Myspace and Windows. It's just about to hit 200 downloads. :) So that's exciting.

On the emotional front: i'm sick of being poor. i'm sick of never going out. i'm sick of never being able to go out to eat every once in awhile. so that sux.

....it's quite tragic about michael jackson. I think after reading some articles I understand his predicament. Kid never got a childhood, Fame was a blessing but as much a curse. His father was an asshole, and probably helped develop his little 'hatred' for his nose, as his father said it was chubby. Parents really really really don't know, or don't remember what kind of effect they can have on a kid. Come on people, yes, you giving your kid such a hard time has a big fucking effect, on their life. All his friends were the oddballs, as he was. He must have felt so alone. Of course children were his friends, they are the only ones that could see him innocently to value him as a person, unlike all the other adults around him. God rest his soul. I hope he may be at peace, after all those years. God that man could dance. I remember seeing rhythm nation by janet jackson, his sister. It forever left a print in my mind.

What is next. where will we go. nobody knows. I just wanna go to wonderland.